I’ve posted many times before about how I really can’t stand when plans change but am aware it’s inevitable. Tonight was supposed to be one thing, fell through… Sunday was supposed to be another thing, fell through. I’m not mad at anyone but it just goes along with my day. For those people with their perky auras that like to sprout “But it’s Friday!” with huge smiles on; the company I work for, our Friday, is like Monday times two. It’s hectic, crazy and never goes as planned.
Let me give you a for instance. I was supposed to come in, cut checks, go on a lunch “date” then back to the office for a meeting and finally leave for the weekend. Uh, no! That’s not how it went. First, I’m late (I’m always late) and one out of my two bosses is already in a bad mood. Then one of the employees decides it’s a good day to die and fuck with me; like insanely caressing my hair and face until I beat him to a pulp. He knows I can’t stand that shit. Then, my other boss, was supposed to pick up tickets for a game on Sunday that I was going to take my “friend-boy” and his Dad too. Still hadn’t gotten them, so I first went to one clients and dropped stuff off, then went to pick up the tickets (which were sealed in an envelope), then met my boss at a Gentlemen’s Club. Yep, I’m still a girl and I don’t appreciate the smell of cheap Justin Bieber perfume and breasts that aren’t mine. Finally got what I needed there, left and went to another clients where the male assistant asked me if I wanted to go to the lake this weekend. The guy’s really hot, 10 years younger than me and in line to have a very profitable career but NO! I had to explain to him that I was on a man-fast. Which he totally didn’t understand. So, finally done there after staying longer than I should have and I’m back to the office five hours later. I then check the tickets and there’s four in the envelope but two for a game on April 5th and two for April 27. :-| Oh and somewhere along the way my phone decided that it was going to break today. Which means a stop at the Apple store tomorrow sometime.
I think my “friend-boy” will probably be happy about this though. I’m not sure he wanted me to meet his parents while they’re here for two months. Me, I’m like… I love old people, I get along with old people and I like to know where my friends came from. I like to see that dynamic. Didn’t mean anything more than that. I think in his mind he thought, “this is too much like introducing a girl-friend and not my friend-girl”. Fine, he got his wish I guess. To me, parents are important people in my friends lives. The lack of them, the parents faults or their great influences. I find it fascinating to watch this.
My friends parents kinda raised me. To this day I still call them Ma and Pa and I’ve always said that when I get married, if for some reason my Father or brother weren’t there, Pa would be the one to walk me down the aisle. My boss’s Mom, I call her Mom because my Boss says I’m like his sister and it just always stuck. My best friend didn’t have parents. She was raised by older Grandparents and being so much older than her; it wasn’t before too long that she had to take care of them. I guess that’s why my family let her in to our family. She’s my sister, she’s my parents daughter, without the legality of it all. I guess my final point on this is that people meeting people is just that, it doesn’t mean anything unless you want it to. I get there’s a whole “meeting the parents before a big commitment thing” but I have met lots of my friends parents who never assumed anything other than we were just friends.
That topic brings me to my next. I wrote a post a few days ago and told you about a ring that was sent to me by my ex. I’ve been wondering this whole time if this was actually supposed to be “that ring” from him. If it was, then that makes five engagement questions. Three that I turned down, one that I said yes to for about five minutes and one that might have never been asked. This prompted the “would you marry” game with my friend.
Ok, for any of you that watched “Friends” the TV show, you’ll know what I’m talking about. I think it’s episode 5.22. Phoebe starts asking questions, randomly, and without thinking you have to answer it, quickly. So our games is like this, I asked my friend, “Would you marry Johnny Depp” and they respond “yes” or “no” quickly. Simple enough right? It suppose to be your instant reaction before you think about what could go wrong. I gave my guy friend some easy ones like: Meryl Steep, Barbara Walters, Madonna, and a few girls that we both personally know mutually. He gave me: Jesse James – “NO!”, Johnny Depp – “No.”, Gerard Butler – “No.” and “Insert my friend-boys name here” – “Yes, Oh wait… Shit, Wait, What?” :-| My friend laughed and said “There’s no take-backs”. He got punched after that.
I don’t understand why my hearts wants to be with that heart. I don’t understand… It’s not because you want what you can’t have. It’s not because he’s treats me the best out of all the boys. It’s not even because he’s an option, because he’s not. My heart and my head are fighting each other these days but answering “yes” to marrying him was my head talking because my heart isn’t that powerful.
Moving on, after this weird day… I am about to go to bed since I have to be up and awake at 4:30 in the morning. Wish me luck! Tomorrow is going to be a great day. I can feel it in the air tonight :-)
Good Nite to you all I hope you all had a much better day than I did today and that your tomorrow will be amazing.
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